friend

had been working at the attachment for 2 weeks.....
all the people over there treat mi veri good....
but i will still tired till doze off infront of the PC....
then my collegue "JOE" make fun of mi lo....

but i was veri happy to know JOE....
he will entertainment me during work to make mi awake....
he was such a caring person....

every day waiting for lunch time to reach as lunch was my entertainment time....
we will chat while eating although not everytime cos sometime we realli veri tired...
no energy to tok and joke ard....

hmm... i dun noe y ppl like to keep their r/s to themselves and dun wan to let others ppl noe...
i know that there must be a reason....
but it was mi, i can accept it but will still mind de la....
but if realli no choice, i will juz keep r/s to mi and my bf....
when the time come, the r/s will open to other automatically....

tmr have to work as usual.... then meet my friend at JP to eat KFC.....
cos veri long din meet liao le.....
the time during work seem to be passing veri slowly....
then everyday i was like counting down th time....
but i will go back to that company if i haf the chance =]

PS: i wish i can stay long with the one i love

a lot of things happen within this few days.... but now already settle... so i can concentrate on my attachment thingy and getting my licence.... =]

i noe that i m not a good gal but i think fate is realli a weird things....
make fun of mi..... i still tot that ah an will be my Mr right in then end my mr right was not him.....

i was single at the moment as it was not good to be tgt with another guy after breaking with ah an....
so i decided to give myself a break then c how things goes ba....

at least i was happy now....

finally the blog is back to normal....
now i can blog all the thing that i had been even since the blog had the error in posting....

finally, I haf endure over the exam period liao le....
was busy with gathering with friend after the 2 weeks of rotting at hm to study for exam...

wed after the exam go out to ah ling, cheryl, limin and ah hua to go vivo watch the Jack Neo movie "Xia Dao Xiao"....
then it was quite touching and funny and abit scary....
then after watching the movie, saw a group of handsome guy while we wait for cheryl outside the toilet....
then i tot all the guys went into toilet so i told ah ling that some guy quite handsome lo....
then gt one guy at outside heard that lo.... then he look at mi....
then i was like to ps la..... but at least the handsome saw mi =] dunnoe he gt gf or not leh =]

thur, wake up at 9+ go to sinng k with ah ling, ah hua and limin at bugis "Top One".....
was not able to get high due to not enuff slp and thinking of ah an.....
sing k from 11am - 6pm, limin left early as she had to reach hm by 6...
then ah hua go to meet her friend....
then mi and ah ling went to bugis Soul Garden to eat buffet....
was so full and we tok abt the past abt how i get to noe her those things......
although i was tired, i still find it happy and fun to go out with them....

fri, meet ah ling at jp to pei mi buy formal clothes...
at first i still scared that i was no tbe able to buy any formal clothes...
i was so scared lo.... then ah ling say here gt a lot of shop and we gt time so can relax and find....
sure can find de... so i manage to get 5 set of formal wear... mostly will be dress....
cos easier to wear and dun need to match with the top with the bottom ma....

sat, went to bugis with mu cousin and we watch the movie "Year One"....
was a quite funny show..... then meet wei ren to eat dinner..... then he pei mi send my cousin hm.....
after that he pei mi take bus 79 to my hse then he went hm....

today was so happy....
I was attached now....
I had been single for 5 mths and after the long wait....
I finally found the guy that i like and he also like mi.....
I will maintain this r/s de....

although I and Ah an timing does not match, but i will try to meet u no matter wat.....
Ytd, i still scared that Ah an will give mi an answer that i dun wish to get.....
but when he call mi 9.53pm.... i was so happy and nervous to noe the answer....
At that time, i still tot that he wun call mi liao le....
cos it was veri late and he went to slp liao le....
I will treasure this r/s de, as god give mi this chance to be tgt with a guy that i like....

PS: thx god for giving mi this chance.....

hmm... did not blog for so long due to the error in entering the blog entries....

nowadays was busy writing notes and mon went to t k box with ah ling and ah hua....

it was a great time with thime although ah hua onli with us till 4pm....

pic still with ah ling.... will upload the pic when i get the pic from ah ling....

miss all the past times with chiu yee, xue yu and shera....
we had a lot of happy moments in the past....
think that we cannot be as close as the past...
but nevertheless, i will not forget how u all treat mi and telling mi all my bad points...
here, i wish all the best to the three of them and score well in their exam papers...

PS: exam is cuming soon... and i think all is busying studying for the exam ba.... but must also take good care of your body wo... dun get sick at this time.... let work hard and score well for our papers.

it has been so long since i blogged.....

thur, the guy that i like for 4 yrs called mi....
i was so surprise that he will call mi from Ipoh...
he ask mi whether i doing fine all this while...
and the most happy is that he say that i gt a place in his heart...

had been thinking abt this matter whether i should wait or forget abt him....
i also dun noe y his call will affect mi so much....

In fact, i had already forget abt him cos i think that he will not contact mi after he went back to Ipoh....
i also dun noe how i managed to forget him....

the most impt thing is that he told mi that he wun be ciming back to Singapore and he was attached to a malaysian gal who was working in Singapore....

i realli dun noe wat to do...
i was suffering but all my friend around mi is either attached or gt ppl wooing them...

i find it is veri unfair to mi as ppl gt ppl like them and can be tgt with the guy they like but i cannot.... =[

but i will still force myself to study and did best for my final exam....
then will let fate to decide ba...

but mi now on my way to slim myself to 50 kg be4 end of aug....

today have my BCOMM public speaking...
i was not that nervous at first but when the moment left 1 min
i was damn nervous lo.... dunnoe y....

luckily i was chosen for today so i can study for japanese and AAA tonite...
had given huishan to check on my japanese writing assignment...

tmr had to wake up at 7am thus tonite need to slp at 11pm in order to get 8 hours of slp....
now then i realise that getting enuff of slp is so impt as u need that energy for the nxt day....

thing will be done which is for sure but is juz depend on how long u need to somplete it...
so last time i haf been over demanding for myself and set a goal that is too difficult for mi to achieve it....

now i noe on how to set target that i be able to achieve without giving myself too much stress..

nxt month my common test will be starting and my attachment will start after my exam and it last for 2 months and i still dun noe when is my workplace....

this few days was so stress over skul things...

but i had to overcome it no matter what....

two test nxt week and i dun now how to do the tutorial of AAA of week 7

think i onli think of gg out with friend onli =]

so painful... that stupid shoes "bite" my leg lo....

then today go to the car lesson is so bad lo.... like no mood to drive....

did so mani stupid mistake....

now then i noe y i will press the accelerator too hard liao le...

i should let go a bit of clutch, then press on the accerlator a bit at the same time let go of the clutch....

last time i press accelerator a bit then let go of clutch that is y the engine sound was so loud =]

i will try this correct way on my nxt lesson....=]

now then i noe that if u let go a bit of clutch the car will go forward a bit de.....

today went to kbox with ah ling and ah hua...
din manage to take pic tgt as i forget to bring my camera out...=[
but did enjoy during kbox...
sing a lot of high songs....

sry to wen bei that i m demanding too much from u liao le....
i din realli mean to treat u this way....
but i was realli veri angry that u cancelled our thur outing at the last min....
if u inform mi a week in advance, i wun be as angry as now liao le....

u also can't blame for being so angry...
i reallu look forward for this outing de lo....
but in the end, it was cancelled....

i think u will avoid mi liao le....
lete c how things goes ba =]

i feel so hurt...
i start to feel that guys can not be trusted....
they do not keep their promise wven they haf promise u for a long time ago....

i think i will be in a healing period....
emo and keep to myself for 3-4 mths....
i dun wan guys to enter into my life again...

think that they are playing fool with mi lo...
i dun believe that i can't live without guys ard mi....
need to be independent vicky

u realli can't rely on guys anymore....
the best policy is to protect yrself and treasure yrself and family....
guy are juz human...
the guy that confess to u, will still live without u beside them....

wake wake vicky....
be more realistic....

PS: it has been a long time since i felt so hurt....

had been busy on the weekend....

fri woke up at 7 to go to work to work then met jiaqian to watch movie and went to east coast to eat mac... then went hm to slp to bath and went to work straight away without any slp... work till 7 pm and meet lynn and dezer to go to clerk quay to eat "ba Ku teh"....

the "ba Ku teh" is quite nice... i like to the soup and the portion is not that big is juz nice for mi =]

after that, we went to boat quay chill bar to chill and i saw my ex-bf, alex. He was with his current gf.... then i was so shocked when i saw him.... at first i saw a guy that look like him but i not veri sure... cos his back view realli look familiar to mi....

he was veri caring that he ask mi not to drink too much.... actually he is not a bad guy but i realli forget why i wanna break with him... thinking back, i think i was so stupid to break with him as he treat mi veri good and care alot for mi.... but it is too late to say this thing... i and him will nv be tgt or patch back..... he was so drunk soon after he saw mi... i dun noe y he was so drunk.... was it becos of mi???? i realli dun noe....

then after that, i and my friend took cab home and finally i gt to slp after without slping for 45 hours.... then sun, wake up at 3+, meet lynn at 6 at city hall mrt station.... we went to suki sushi to eat our dinner and we had chat of our problem with each other.... it has been long time since we go out tgt and share our problem.... realli so happy to have lynn to be there and share problem with mi and be my listening ear....

i noe that i had been veri playful... i think that we should enjoy our life and not spending our life so boringly.... i should start with my slimming.... 10 more kg to my targeted weight.... i muz achieve it be4 my this yr bday....

i feel like that all the guys that confess to mi is not truth to mi.... cos they onli noe how to say and no action taken.... i was so disappointed...when will i find a guy that like mi alot and pamper mi....

i think this will be 1 of my 21 bday wishes ba....=]

take good care of yrself friends.... =]

ytd went for the driving lesson...

make a lot of stupid mistake la....

so sian... but instructor say i still look okie for him....

then went to k box to interview then meet ah ling 5 pm....

went to eat hoshi wif ah ling and ah hua....

it cost $30.50...

it is quite worth actually cos i had try a lot of dish =]

we eat from 5.30 - 9.30.... was so full...

then walk to interchange tgt with ah hua and ah ling...

this week and nxt week is full of activity....

skul, working, driving lesson and project =]

finally common test is over....

then spend my time restoring my laptop materials.....

nxt week will haf to work at learn driving....

then we still gt project to do....

hmm... need to do for this project liao le....

cos i distribute veri little for the past project due to working, can't meet them to do project....

will have to organise outing with my friend and and classmates =]

hmmm.... the weather was so hot and stuffy...
i was sweating like hell lo....

had my marketing paper today...
i finish the paper at 2.15 but was stuck at one qn... end up finish the paper at 3 pm....
was quite easy should be able to score quite will for the this paper.....

dun worry ah ling... u can pass de dun think so much okie...

today went to imm with ah ling and ah hua...
had a lot of chit chat and jokes ard...
was so funny and happening.....

was so tired so went to slp from 8.30-11...
was having a bad headache lo... =[
buti think is becos that i dun haf enuff rest....

i realli need to haf a good slp if not, my eye bag will be coming out veri soon liao le....
finally i haf finish my SOM tmr juz need to read again to refresh my memory...
then fri will haf a lot of stuffs to settle....
then sat nite gg to clubbing with my friend =]

finally i finish studying for my marketing liao le....
mon nite and tue will revise and refresh my memory....

later gg to study for the theory part of SOM....
the calculation i finish revising liao le at this morning....

tonite will study for the AAA theory part....
cos was like for the company then gt the theory....
the calculation part already finish study long time ago...
so juz need to refresh the formate onli....

shall go to study now liao le =]
wish mi all the best =]

today wake up at 9am to start to revise my AAA....
went downstair to have breakfast with my parents....

acer technician call mi that my laptop is ready...
ask i to wait for him at my hse....
finally i gt back my webcam le...
and take pic with all my friends...

cos a lot of ppl comment to mi that my blog no pic so sian...
today finish studying the AAA practical, left the theory onli....
suppose to study 4 topic for marketing but end up onli manange to study 1 topic =[
shall burn midnite oil later liao le.... no matter what, i will study as mani as i could tonite....
at least three chapter lo=]

tmr will be gg to jurong east library to study with ah ling...
cos she dun wan to go hm as she gt to work at 6....
tmr studying SOM practical at library...

my senior told mi SOM veri easy de... he score A....
so i must also score well for this module... at least a B =]

ps: i noe i m hot temper... but need to give mi time to change...

nowadays due to Common test thingy. i was a bit hot temper...

juz bear with it for this week.... will be ok after CT....

m i thinking too much or it was the truth.....

friend is like drifting away from mi....
is it that i did contribute in the BCOMM???
or i m too hot tempered?????

or everyone is veri tired and no mood to chat as nxt week is the common test week le????

y m i thinking so much everytime....
i hate this feeling a lot....

u all can tell mi if i realli not good enough....
or i m in the wrong????

today is not a good day for mi....

being scolded for NOTHING by the acer customer service provider....
it took 20 min for him to send a technician to my hse to check whether wat happen to my lappy....
wat cause it to appear blue screen again....

he does not understand what i was requesting and yt saying mi unprofessional....
he was that wan that is unprofessional....
he was a service provide and yt he speak to mi as though i owe him one million dollars....

the BBDC staff renew my account without informing mi....
today i went to renew the account again which mean that the account will open for 1 yr...
and the staff told mi that there will no refund for the money....

i dun understand y i can;t take back the money....
it wasn;t my fault and i was not inform by the BBDC staff that they had renew my account on behalf of mi....

tmr i will lodging a complaint to acer for the lousy service that i received today and i will sure find ways to take back my $5.35 as it wasn't my fault so why shld i pay an additional of $5.35...

ytd went for my veri first lesson for driving....
i was so nervous and so scared....

i was driving on the road and i now now the gear and driving forward...
i always push the gear to gear one instead of gear three....
think is due that i pusyh tpp hard liao le....

the instruction is quite good and treat mi quite nice=]
and he was not fierce for now...
but he look quite fierce to mi, then he told mi that i look veri fiere to him....
he let mi to drive on the road becos he think that i like veri stable and steady.... so he let mi frive on the road.....

as for now, driving car is not that hard cos i onli learn the basic onli....
i still gt a lot fo things to learn which i heard from my father....

will go for more lesson when the CA is over....
maybe three tyme a week....
alternate day, which will be mon, wed and fri =]

i think i will go fo lesson again on fri if i gt nth on....

so happy.... my weight now is 60kg....

way to go man, vicky.....

ytd saw a guy at clementi kbox....

he veri handsome and so cute lo....

he was quite friendly....

i love this team lo - dong fand sheng qi....

so handsome =]

but too bad i dunnoe whether they are keran or japanese....

CA cuming and yt i now still slacking =[

yts went to work, almost shortage lo.... so scary... luckily, my manager settle it for mi =]

ytd was so sian as i gt no place to go after work...

but luckily i sin go out with friend if not i wun be able to c the handsome guy at Kbox =]

arghhhhh.....
so sian leh.... nowadays eat so much then stomach so big =[
i dun wan to be as fat as last time i m..... =[

i think from tmr onwards, i'll eat lesser and will start studying for my CA....
my ideal weight is 50 leh..... now from 59 to 62 ='/
i think it is due to stress or the symptoms for CA....

i will try to slim down to 50 end of this mth.....
i will eat lesser.... i feel so fan and irritated when i c myself so big-size in the mirror =[

i want to be as slim as possible so that i can wear beutiful clothes=]

this is the picture that i took in school with my good friend.....

as we gt nth to do in skul atrium =]

nxt week will be the school e-learning week....

so dun need to go to school.....

so will go for driving lesson nxt week ba....

want to learn and get licence as soon as possible inculding i can pass la.....

i finally pass my FTT liao le, after gg through 5 times....
i was so happy when i saw the word "PASSED" on the screen....
i still tot that i will fail.... =[

today went to watch movie "The Uninvited"....
is not that nice and went to Mount Faber....
nth to do at there... so quite regret of gg there....
maybe i dun noe where is the beautiful scenery is at....

hmm so sian.....
today i finally manage to finish last week tutorial....
but FIT i realli dun noe how to do leh...
feel so tired and stupid that i din noe how to do ='\

i hate myself...

i realli need to change my mindset and thinking...

i shouldn't have done what i had done...

i shouldn't had said that.... i realli dun mean it

maybe people are born to this world to get to know different types of ppl....

jealousy is not a good thing.... it tend to blind one person's way of seeing things and interprting things....

shall upload picture that i had taken ytd for khai kit and javien bday...

i din manage to take pictures with the bday boy and bday gal....

so happy... realli wish them that all their dream will come true....

shall have some more outing cumimg up..... let's look forward for the outing....

TB09 ROX

hmmm....
i had decided not to go back to his side (my ex-bf)....
i had also ask all my friend for comment....

some say follow my heart....
some say dun patch with him....

cos even if we patch back also wun last long....
i realli did love him be4 but since our r/s will not last long, what is the use of patching back....
we are just wasting our time....

i really wish that he will not fail his banking and finace module....
cos i wish he will stay in singapore and dun go back to his hometown....

i had also decide to change myself cos my bad temper will affect mi when i went out to work in the society....
i cannot be so pamper and childish liao le....

it is the time for mi to grow up....
i will wait for my Mr Right to appear....
i will love myself and the ppl ard mi with my whole heart....

i can't live my life like now....
playing and joking ard everyday.....

i had to realli focus to study and revise for my studies....
i dun wan to be like Yr 1 sem 1....
study at the last minute....
cos i m not like others so clever that they can study at last min....
i will need to study till i understand, then i will know how to apply....
so good luck to mi and i will try my best to study (no matter wat happen)

To chiu yee, shera and xue yu:

i realli appreaciate that i get to know this three good friend from poly....
they are veri good towards mi... they will be there for mi when i encounter problems.... no matter how bad my temper is, they will tolerate and still make friend with mi.... i realli happy that they are able to give in to mi, tolerate mi although i shouted at them when i m in bad temper.... i know that they care for mi that's y they always persuade mi to change my temper...
i promise that i will change.... but pls give mi sometime.....

other than this three good friend, also thanks to other friend who i noe them in poly although i was not very close to them but we had also spent some good memories togther.....

cherly mei mei, hilda, mei hong, irene, stacey, patriack, darren, sandra, javien, qiu xia, vanessa, yu shan and other ppl that is in 2008 TB05 and TB06...

i m so sad....
i feel like all my friend is drfiting apart from mi....
what had i done wrong???

can anyone pls tell mi....
i realli dunnoe noe wat i had done wrongly and wat u wan mi to change...

too talkative?
too noisy?
too bossy?

everything is pressuring mi...
all the project and tutorial is giving mi all the stress and FIT still gt surprise test
i realli dun understand today's FIT lecture so sian still need to study again tonite....
whu can teach mi FIT....
i gonna crazy =[

y i'm not longer the person that u approach when u occur problem....
i feel so sad that u wouldn't wan to share yr problem with mi....
cos i realli tot that we are closed friend but i think i'm thinking too much...
maybe u are juz treating mi as a normal friend....

maybe i should think it in another way.... there are ups and down.... THAT'S LIFE....
i feel so lonely out of a sudden... =[
maybe it is the retribution....
cos i tend not to treasure people aroung mi that is y people also wun treasure mi in their life....

PS: life is circulation... treat other people good so other also will treat u good..... please dun be like mi..... i realli feel veri miserable in my heart..... how i wish that now, there is a shoulder for mi to lend on.....

hmmm.....
had been working on fri and sat....
so sian.... but had to work as i gt no enuff money liao le =[
cos i need to transfer $120 over to my another savings acc =[
then is y i had lesser money for mi to spend now =[

hmm.... had found a job that is at holland village, a accessories shop....
will go to interview on tue but is at 4.30 dunnoe whether can get this job or not....
will sms the lady whether i can reach at 5 or not =]

project is cuming on the way and think that i gt no time to go shopping and watch movie liao le...
and the worst thing is that i had to stay in school till veri late to study and to do project..... =[

so tired and i started to hate gg to skul le....
my dark cirle is growing on my face =[
it was such a bad thing to mi....
cos my face was so fair and the dark circle was damn obvious... =[

tmr will be a labour day but i will be gg to work as there will be a double pay....
i realli broke liao le..... had been spending too much money on clothes and food.... =[

during holiday i still okie with my spending but for now, as skul starts, i gt no time to go to work and friend bday is cuming after one another =[

i hate the feeling of being broke... can someone tell mi any ways that can earn fast money....
cos i realli can't afford my expense..... =[

hmm..... so sian today went to intercultural but i wasn't listen to the teacher...

was playing facebook and msn =]

skul reopen, went to FIT lecture.... feel so weird when i m in the lecture....

i was so lazy to print note and my lappy took for repair....

i like this technician cos he is a veri puntual guy... he had my lappy to mi be4 i went to skul on mon....

thx to chiu yee for telling mi wat tyme we meeting and wat tyme class end....
cos i was a veri lazy to go to mel to chexk for announcement and notes.....

went to watch killshot and i dun really noe what the show is abt.....
actually i found that it's not bad to go west coast park at nite...

so quiet and feel so relax over there....

on wed, went to orchard with yee yee...
we went to mac to eat then after then went to wheel lock as yee wan to find a shop...
after that we walk to far east to take our bus....
my bus is damn cramp lo.... so mani ppl =[

on thurs, went for the class gathering in thur at the grand cathay, astons...
i will go there again as the food is delicious and cheap....

today had a great day with chiu yee, joshau and terence...
had a lot of laughter and fun today....

and the picture is take by joshua...
i will upload when he send mi the pictures =]

i manage to buy a oresent for my mummi =]
but is not wrapped yt....
hope siting mummi will like the present... =]

wanna to watch 17 again =]
who wan to watch the movie with mi?

a lot of things happened nowadays....
is tyme for mi to haf a normal and peaceful life.....

had been addicted to movie....
a lot of nice movies to watch...
watched handsome suit with 2 friend at causeway.... we had laugh throughout the movie...
although the air con is veri cold....

tmr we will be gg out with poly friends.....
will took pictures as i had juz rebonded my hair....
is easier for mi to style my hair and look more neater....

will upload the pictures....
c u guys....

haf been working for the whole week mon to fri....
feel so tired.... shortage of $4 on thur.....
dun noe y i haf shortage also....

there are 2 shopping mall open in singapore...
one at bugis next to bugis village adn the other wan is at tampinese....
i will go both shopping mall on fri and sat..... =]

ytd meet lynn, sheng, yumin, ah tang, dede after my work....
had a lot of laughter and joke ard.....
as i was tired so i din join them to go play pool....
so dede send mi hm by taking the last bus from orchard....
and he went back by taxi after sending mi hm.....

i and dede are friends back again....

so sian that my stomach was so bloated....
dun like to c my stomach so big lo.... =[

had been working from mon to fri since the first week of my holiday....
and how times flies.... 2 more weeks - skul is gg to reopen liao le....
all the stress will come back again....

hmm, this mth i had to attent 2 friend bday....
i was so happi when i received their invitation...
dunnoe y i feel so lonely during my work....
like no good friend over there....

hope to find a retailer part time job such as selling clothing or shoes....
had been watiching a lot of movies at hm....
hotel for dogs, knowing, taken.....

now i wan to spend my day meaningfully after settling my stomach bloating matter....
watch movie and shopping with friends =]
i dun wan to like last sem... go hm straight after skul =]

i get to noe three guys in tagged....
they all treated mi veri good and sweet....
thx to them that i dun feel like lonely....

finally there will be an outing after so long....
i will be send an e-mail as an invitation card......
invite joshua, chiu yee, xue yu, michelle, tereance and shera =]
it has been so long that i had such a friend gathering =]

hmmm..... nth to do so juz blogging lo....
so sian, nth to do and i miss my bf so much....

i think he went to slp liao le so i din sms him.....
hope nov faster cum cos my bf will ord in Nov.....
dun now what shld i get for my bi's bday....

dun noe whether will i be the wan that he wan to celebrate his bday with....
now then i noe that to haf a bf that is in NS is so suffering and torturing....
cannot meet him when i miss him.....
dun dare to meet bi during weekend when he book out cos he like veri tired....
and he sure will rest and slp at hm de ma.....
so even i go to his hse also nth to do..... cos he was slping ma....

hmmm..... so i had to find friend to go out even though i wish that the person that i was gg out with is my bf....

all my friend told mi that it is like that de if we had a NS man....
so wat i can now is juz to tolerate till nov when bi ORD.....

hmm nth to do so cum to blog wat had happen this few days....

ytd went to watch the unborn.... is quite scary i would say..... but the guy beside mi shouted veri loudly which gif mi a fright.......

then after that went to more than words to buy a bear which cost 19.90 =]
then went to find lynn then wen to clerk quay to latin pub....
saw a guy veri handsome.... but he look veri young onli ard 18 or 19.....

ard 3 we take cab hm..... then slp at ard 4am..... =]

hmm.... it has been so long since i blogged.....

19 and 20 apr:
went to bintan with my best sister, lilian....
so coincident that lilian meet his sec skul teacher whhen we are having our dinner at kelong...
(pic will be upload when lilian send mi the pic)

so we went to c "ying hou chong" tgt witht the group of teachers....
it was realli so dark that i was surprise when i look up to the sky, the sky was full of sparkling stars..... i feel so happy cos the star is like veri near to mi.....=]

i was told that singapore is too bright that is y we can't c the sparkling star.... i was told by the teacher.... =]
when i was boarding the boat i was quite scared cos the boat like can't stable....
i sit in front of vin and tok to him.... he is quite a nice guy i would say and is handsome although he was fleshy=]
actualyy i saw him in the ferry terminal le and he smile at mi.... i was attracted by him...

lilian is like busying distribute her namecard and a lot of ppl asking for her contact number...
no one ask for my contact at all..... dunnoe y.... but it's a bit sad that no ppl ask for my contact number....

21 apr
went to take the FTT, failed again..... so sian lo.... every time fail de.... dunnoe y =[
feel like giving up.....
after tat, meet my predential agent then went back hm....
haf dinner with family then went out to my friend hse....

22 apr
reach hm at ard 2pm then went to bath as i was meeting lynn at bugis at 6pm.....
feel so unhappy to go out cos my stomach was bloated and look so big =[

but luckily now i m back to my usual shape =]
so happi =]

i will not be in singapore in thur and fri =]

will be gg to bintan with lilian and i will be bringing camera to take lot of picture =]

hmm.... sat gg to haf my FTT test and meeting my predential consultant.... wan2 cancel the saving cos think it not that good as wat i think cos too long liao le... 25 yrs plan....

i go to watson to look for the bio -essence sliming body cream but they din sell leh....

will update when i m back from bintan =]

take good care of yrself wo, friends =]

i tot of buying this CELEBRITY'S CHOICE Inchloss Body Cream..... but dunnoe whether it's good or not leh.....
i was wan to buy the SKII the face lotion that the tv always show the advertisement....
i was to make myself prettier and slimmer.... i had already wasted my 21 year being so ugly liao le..... so think is tyme for mi to be pretty liao le....
now i will earn a lot of money and will go out to noe more friend so i can get more advice from them....
i think i wan to tatto at my waist.... =]

i still need to slim myself now for another 10 kg.....
i noe that's a lot but i will try to slim be4 school starts....

i had decided that i wun surrender myself to that stupid manager....
as i think she also gg back to phillihines give birth.....
no w then i noe that she is not allow to pregnant in singapore cos she is juz a work permit...
she was not a singapore PR.... no wonder she say that she gg back to phillihines to gif birth...
actually she is not allow to gif birth in singapore... i still tot that she dun wan her baby to be a singaporean....
nw then i noe the truth.....

but is also none of my business.... i will not like her, did sth illegal....
and she still so arrogant.... i had earned $400 this month so happi =]

this weekend i work 1130pm to 4 am..... so short onli lo.... =[
but nvm gt transport hm =]

PS: It is not i m lazy that i din call the customer to my counter is that i m busy doing my thing and i will definitely call the customer when i finish doing my things.... can't we juz serve the customer slowly..... u also close yr counter 2 when they are customer.... y u can and we can't... we are all human ar....

dunnoe y nowadays like a lot of ppl dun like mi..... especially my workplace manager =[
i feel so lonely and i almost cried during work today.... i dunnoe y my manager always pick on mi.... haf i done anything wrong??????

i think he wun sms mi liao le..... cos i think i had scared him off.... but it's okie ba cos it happen a lot of times liao le..... i shld haf get used to it le ba....

should i quit my job or i should continue working there? i was thinking that if i quit, i was like surrender myself.... i was thinking that since i was not happy working there, y should i continue working?????

today was damn piss off lo......

shoes spoiled and gt scolding during work....

say mi took 1 hour instead of 30 minutes brake.....

and said that when i was having my break, there was a long queue outside....

so are u telling mi that a lot of customer is my fault and u are the wan that allow mi to go to the break.....

i realli dun like to argue with u cos i m sure i will lose de....

cos yr position is higher thatn mi ma....

and u told mi that u are rich and is get first place in yr country university

then y u cum to singapore to work leh?

if u are rich, then i think u dun need to cum here to work liao ma....

today a guy tok to mi and ask mi whether can be his gf....

i was so shocked to hear this cos both of us juz noe wach other online and haven meet yt wo...

then at the same tyme brandon sms mi....

i ask him will he agree to stead with mi if i wan2 go stead with him....

out of my surprise, he agreed.... i still tot he will reject mi....

he say we need to noe wach other more first then c how thing goes.. let the natural take its own course.... cos he say in a r/s, there must be a committment which i also agree....

cos i also wan2 to find a stable r/s le as i was not young anymore....

PS: i will realli treasure the relationship with u if we could moved on..... let wait for the good news ba =]

had been working from wed to fri.... then fri gt a shortage of 9.50 so sian lo....
then meet brandon after work to watch the blood valentine 3D at the grand cathay...

6 feb 2009
saw cheryl sis at lvl 5 then she ask mi to go to her workplace at hip diner at cine =]
actually we suppose to go to japanese food at the cathay de but in the end we decided to go to hip diner to eat =]

then we took a taxi to the grand cathay and it cost us $8..... veri x rite.....
the bloody valentine 3D is realli veri real.... i was being frightened by some scene and parts....

7 feb 2009
went to take my online clothes at bpp.....
then went hm to finish all the show that i record in dvd while waiting for shao nam to reach my hse as he gt bike.....
then we went to orchard to eat suki sushi for dinner and watch movie.... while queeing for seat at suki sushi, saw alfred and his gf .... think they juz finish watching movie onli..... =] we spent 40+ for our dinner.... then rush to go to watch ur movie at lvl 9...=]

after movie met lynn and chu lee and suki sushi as they are having their supper over there..... while chu lee and lynn is eating, we go to arcade to catch teddy bear.... but we din catch any.... =[
although we spent 40+.... but will try again next tyme.....

then i reach hm at ard 3.... had been working for mon - fri, meeting up with friend to chill and for movie during this holiday..... then will be gg to bintan with lilian on nxt thur and fri....
then sat i will be having my final test.....
i hope that i can pass this tyme round cos i was veri tired of it liao le..... took it three times liao le.... and this is the fourth tyme i go for the final test.....

all my dear friend, wish mi good luck for my final test wo =]

nowadays din blog cos i also had nth to blog as i was working all this days
sick on mon and tue.... juz recovered today......

today saw jaden at cine cathay with his friend...
luckily he din saw mi cos i was wearing a veri big size shirt....

hmmm.... ytd went down to boat quay... feel so relax over there.... but i din sing well ytd... think out of tone veri badly... so sad....

went hm at ard 2 then slp at 4.... try all the things that i had broght.... stocking and dress..... i tot that the silveer dress is too short for a dress.... but when i try, i think it is as short as what i think, it is still okie for mi......

tmr working liao le.... so sian... but no choice ar.... no money liao le =]

today haf my BMGT paper and i scared that i will fail leh....
seems like i gt a lot dun noe how to do....
hope that i can pass, i dun wan to fail BMGT....

so glad to c chiu yee that she is able to recall what she study for BMGT.....
and she dun look as sad as MAEC paper.....

during the exam week, i feel so lonely and chiu yee seem to be not as close to mi liao le.....
cos every tyme after exam, i and chiu yee will discuss abt exam qn but BLAW and MAEC paper we din discuss at all....

chiu yee gt problem for MAEC paper... i also heard frm xue yu then i noe that she gt problem... if xue yu din tell mi, i might not noe that chiu yee gt this problem....

but till today morning - when i receive yee sms, asking mi to call her and she called mi quek quek fell so happi... cos ui realised that we are still as close as be4.... cos yee is realli a good friend to haf.... i realli can't afford to lose a friend like her....

later gg out with chiu yee, michelle and shera.... gg bugis as chiu yee need to buy pants and mi also need to buy black pants and black shoes for my work... working stated this fri =]

hope today brother gg down to boat quay cos i feel like gg down....

thx mei hong:
i will try to let it go cos i also can't change the answer liao ma... hmmm.... juz hope to pass....

hmmm. tmr need to leave hm at 7.15 to go to skul for BMGT paper at 9am....
think later gg to slp for 2 hrs then chiong till tmr morning then straight away go to skul....

cos no tyme liao le.... but i will still watch the campus superstar and the channel 8 9pm show.... to relax myself first.....

tme will be the last one to go liao le VICKy..... u can do it de.....
just do yr best and it will be over....

chiu yee dun be sad.... can pass de dun worry okie... wed go out and haf fun with us....
IT'S PARTY TIME.....

maybe tue will go to bq but dun noe yt.... cos miss my brother friends over there....
realli hop that i can finish my BMGT juz before i reach skul.... jia you =]

so stress leh..... my mind is not in the mood to studying...
and mon will be having the MAEC and BMGT exam liao le....

i dun noe y i was not happy even i finish my BLAW test....
i onli wan to relax but i can't as there are two more paper to go....
S**T..... how am i gg to make my study mood cum back.....

i need to score well wo.... cos my GPA is not that good at first sem.....

will stop here..... need to study although no mood....

life is so stress.....

finally finished studying the money , money creation and monetary policy topic for MAEC.... ytd stay till 6+ lo... then in the end realli can't take it anymore.... realli can't recall wat i had memorise in the mind, stop at monetary policy topic.... so no chioce go to slp...

then wake up at 12, then i tok 2 hr 30 min to finish study the montary policy.....
so later need to rmbr the facts of LAW cases..... then read BMGT.... then tmr will be a last tyme i gg to study for BLAW liao le....

hmm.... hope everything goes well tmr.... try not to stress myself if not there sure will be side effect de... in the sense can recall wat u had memorise
go rest a while then go rmbr the law cases....

XIAO WEIQI U CAN DO IT DE..... BELIEVE YRSELF AND HAF CONFIDENT IN YRSELF....

finally i had finish memorise BLAW liao le... business ethics realli gif mi a hard tyme in memorising..... cos i din go for the lecture for this topic and i also din do the tutorial for this topic.... this is the first tyme that i did not do tutorial for BLAW.....

tmr will be studying: MAEC (MONEY TO MONEY POLICY), BMGT and BLAW CASES.....

later will slp at 6am then wake up at 12 so can go down to eat luch at 1.30.... then be4 gg downstairs can study a bit first =] think there is quite a lot of BLAW CASES... But need to noe the FACTS and HELD can le..... hope the fact wun gif mi a hard tyme......

today michelle sms mi asking mi abt BLAW thingy.... i was shocked that she finish memorise her BLAW.... but she say she keep forgetting leh... nvm, michelle u can do it de....

let's jia you ba.....
as this is part of our poly life.....
study non-stop for exam =[

so sian..... one more topic to go to finish the yr memorising of BLAW..... then u can stusy for other topic and read and noe the facts of yr BLAW cases.....

i was so tired liao le.... no matter wat i must finish memorise the business ethics be4 i go to slp..... so think today i will stay till morning 6 am then slp ba..... but no choice..... i can make it de....

JIA YOU VIXKY.....
U CAN DO IT DE.....
AFTER 24, U CAN GET BACK YR FREEDOM...

think will meet up some friend on the 24 alr.... will go out after exam....
go shopping with shera and other ppl after their exam on 25 for their POA paper....

chiu yee sounded so stress when i was smsing her ytd nite.... u like onli study half way through for all the topics.... dun noe how she gg to go through till 25 Feb....
hope she will be okie....

everything will be over after 25 so we muz endure wo....

LET"S JIA YOU AND RTY OUR BEST IN EXAM W.O ANY REGRETS...

today is valentine's day but.....

i was staying at hm due to the upcuming exam.... maybe gg to boat quay with friend or bro to relax myself if i manage to memorise the intellectual property topic for BLAW.....

MAEC i realli dun noe wat to study for the topic starting from MONEY leh.... think mon will go to chiu yee hse to study MAEC....

i will finish memorise my BLAW thingy if things goes smoothly as wat i had planned.....

this is wat i need to say for the exam thingy....

- so sian, now there's a guy that wan to be my friend but still wan to tied mi up.....

- think u are thinking too much.... u dies ot haf the authority to tied mi up even thugh u wan to threaten mi using those word in sms....

- think u are thinking too much that i will scared of u.... as i was being threaten by a lot of ppl and i was used to it liao le....

- i was not in the wrong at the first place so there's nth that i m afraid for.....

wat i say above is not directing/forcusing to any ppl.... is juz that i was veri unhappy with those ppl who think that they can order ppl to do thing they would like others to do/ be.... please be more mature and dun be so childish.....

so sian dun noe y today dun haf the mood to study leh...... issit becos the exam is still a week away from now, so can slack.... i muz tell myself that i muz study and not play....

now watching tv and later go now to eat lunch.... then go back to study liao le.... muz realli study liao le.... but dunnoe what to study for MAEC for the topic MONEY to MONETARY POLICY....

yee yee was so forcusing in copying the answer down....

i finally memorise finish the law of torts which i had planned to finish it by today=] but there will be 5 more topics that i need to memorise but still ok la cos organisation 1 and 2 is quite little things to memorise, juz need to noe the different btw sole proprietorship, partnership, company and LLP.

this is the first tyme that i saw Vanessa wear high heels to skul.....

i think i gg to slp for 3 hour then wake up to haf breakfast with my parents then need to memorise law of agency and business organisation 1 (if possible).

can't slack anymore liao le... cos dun haf much tyme left to study for exam liao le.... so realli muz jia you.....

we look like quarrelling

Realli enjoy on fri 6 feb, which is my darling, Xue Yu, bday.... had a lot of fun and pic with friend.... hope xue yu is happy on that day too.... although she was worried of sth regarding on her personal things.... dun worry too much, my dear.... everything will go on smoothly.... juz follow yr heart..... as exam is cuming, muz forcus on yr studies too.... pls do not get distracted by yr personal thingy..... today will take a lot of pic too.... as i will be bringing my camera to skul and we will be taking class photos =]...... shall stop here as i need to go to skul for MAEC le..... will upload more pics....

hmmm.... today went to eat at west coast to eat as my dad's friend (so called as my God-dad) strick 4D..... if i m not wrong, he won $10,000..... that;s a lot rite.... how i wish i can had this amt of money...... =]

today jia hui call mi and he told mi that he din even noe that we are not longer stead liao le.....

we tok in msn that we decide to break as he like a gal more than mi, so i c no point that we shld still be tgt..... but today he told mi that he din this kind of words and he was not aware of this thing.....

i realli dunnoe whether to believe abt wat he say as it is his msn leh.... whu will haf hid msn password and chat with mi using his msn account..... is veri ridiculous.......

but whether it is true or untrue, it is not impt anymore as it is alr past..... i shld say i still like him but now is not the right time for mi to go into a r/s..... as i can't commit or gif him anything.... although is good to haf a bf beside u but i realli dun noe y i can't settle myself down....

jia hui is a good guy but he is not the ideal bf that i wish my bf would be..... as wat i told him, we c hw things goes lo.... as this kind of r/s thingy is veri hard to predict..... i shall finish up my poly then think abt r/s ba.......

today is xue yu bday..... later after mi and chiu yee finish our IAC, we will go to celebrate xue yu bday.... will take a lot of picture as i will be bringing camera...... hope xue yu will like the prearation we made for her and the present too.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DARLING, XUE YU

reply to tag:

yee: it is normal that i speak loudly..... but actually i was quite frastrated.... but since u say it's ok then i wun feel so guilty..... but nowadays i veri tired and having mood swing...... i can be happy but within a few minutes, i can be damn frastrated..... if i show u attitude be bear with in for a period okie..... but fof cos i will control my damn bad temper...... cos i realli can't afford to lose a good friend like u..... sound so mushy...... =]

joshua:

i used to think a lot de la..... this is mi ar...... but i realli wish that i could control my temper if not, friend or ppl beside mi wun be able to take it and i also scared that they will find mi veri bossy =[ .... but i find it veri hard to control when i was unhappy with the ways ppl do things..... but i noe thing kind of matter need time to change.... so what i can do now is to control and try not to show my temper at friend and ppl beside mi......

by the way, exam is cuming.... JIA YOU WO ====>>>> all my friends......

feel so sad today..... cos i shouted at yee yee in front of joshua, michelle, terence and xue yu..... sry yee yee... i am not purposely de...... cos i realli scared that the soya bean will spilled ma......
then will be veri sticky if it stain my clothes.....

FTT on this sat.... realli hope that i can pass lo cos i did it a lot of times liao le.... fri gg orchard to celebrate xue yu bday......

sat gg to marina square with jia qian and shirley but dunnoe whether gg or not cos at nite i gt a dinner to attend..... nvm, we shall c how things goes=]

today was a veri long day to mi..... had my BLAW test juz now..... think i should be able to pass ba.... cos i din realli went to study for this test and was playing during the weekend.....

today finally saw yee yee back to her normal self... not that emo as last week.....
actually today suppose to go to Hong Bao River but it closed ytd so i not meeting lilian and sean le.... i was veri tired as ytd i slp at 2 am then today wake up at 7.15......

life is so tiring..... and exam cuming soon....... 18 days more to go......
hope that i will be able to finish study all the modules.....

today had alot of fun at aunt hse......... onli that ah boon din answer my call but he explain to mi y he din pick up the fone.... so i forgive him....

nxt week gg to my uncle hse and ah boon will be buying CHIVAS over ...... i will be drinking in that day ba.....

will take pic on that day and upload if not my blog will be veri boring =]

thx yee yee to be always there for mi..... so grateful that i have u as my friend....
maybe i will be gg to malaysian during march and korean at end of this year.... so anyone that is interested can tagged along.....

tmr still gt BLAW test =[
so sian .......

today had a lot of fun as my relative cum to my hse.... =]
mon is gg to haf my BLAW test and PBL 2..... so sian.....
fri still gt 1 more IAC presentation but that is quite easy as to present wat we had done for interview and survey ba...... then present it with the powerpoint slide lo.....

nowadays, i found so neglected...... thing that happen make mi feel so lonely and depressed....

i went to meet yee on fri to go makan place to eat..... yee was talking to sharmine all the way and i was alone sitting at there.....
My IS group members (exclude vannessa) is like dun talk to mi and ignore mi when i was asking them qn regurding on the interview that need for the IAC project......

but i indeed feel that yee is weird this few days but when i ask her that wat had happen to her.... she reply mi that she juz feel down out of a sudden.....

i hate the feeling of being neglected..... if u not happy with mi, why dun u tell mi.....

maybe i am a hot tempered gal so u all do not dare to tell mi straight.... u can use other method to tell mi, such as MSN and E-MAIL.....

this few day, a lot of things happened..... but it is not impt now as everything is over.....

now jia hui and Dede cum back to look for mi.... i realli dun noe whether shld i reply dede's msg after the bad things he say to mi.... can anyone tell mi what to do??????

i was so confused..... i feel beri bad if i dun reply dede..... but i scared that if i reply him, he will pester mi again =[

can any1 tell mi wat to do?

Michelle is slping druring BLAW make up lesson

Claypot at chiu yee hse nearby hawker centre

Wu Jun Ru ( Jia You Xi Shi)

criss candy shot, dunnoe taken by whu =)

ytd went to chiu yee hse to study MAEC.... i use 5 hour to understand the Investment multiplier.... Drop yr jaw rite.....

the most impt thing is that i finally understand liao le....

stay over at yee hse and went to haf breakfast wif yee's family members.....

reach hm ard 11.45... then start to send joshua the cambodia thing....

i and yee will be gg to cambonia with the skul during our march holiday.....

later gg to chiu yee hse to study for Tue MACE common test 2.... i not gg to go into a relationship again..... getting hurt again and again.... i now full of wounds..... think i will need friend awith mi will do.... bf, i can forget abt it......

they will not keep their promise and say a lot reason to shield themselves.... i had enough.... still haven done wif my tutorial yt=[ so sad..... i gt a lot of time to do as i now is single ar.... so i m alone and no1 will cum to interrupt my life.....

i will stop here.... we take a lot of pic when i free... if not, my blog is so sian... all is all waord like theory sia.....=]

friend take care wo......

have not been blogging since 4 jan....
cos skul reopen on the 5 and i gt a lot of thing to do.... project haven start yt....

at things happen from 5 - 15 jan 2007

mon 5 jan - doing BLAW presentation, reherse for MAEC presentation

tue 6 jan - the presentation is postponed to 2 weekd later although i chiong to finish MAEC project.

wed 7 jan - think i was smsing wif john ba..... i and john are friend.... we can onli be friend....

thur 8 jan - go hm and rest and do all the tutorial....

fri - think i went hm after finish lesson.... tot of gg to boat quay but in the end din go. cos need to finish skul work

sat and sun stay at hm ba.... also forget liao le..... =]

sad things happen and happen again... y now guy like to promise thing when they dun even keep their promise.....
i think i was realli can't find a guy that reeli love mi....

think i m a bad gal so no 1 will love mi and they will onli play and flirt wif mi.....

PS: y can't i juz haf a good r/s and a good guy....

ytd went to jp wif lilian.... this is the 1st tyme i go to jp since it open 2 or 3 wks ago.... lilian accompany mi to go meet the AIA policy guy.... we stuck jp mac for abt 1 hour +.... the AIA guy can not be trusted de lo... he juz wan to mi to buy the policy lo.... but he din tell mi the actual information thing abt policy and yet he wan mi to buy the policy from him.... let mi tell u - even if i wan to buy that policy i also wun wan to buy from u... i might as well buy the policy from other ppl from AIA rather than u lo.....

then i get to noe a guy through lilian... he is a veri funny and sociable guy.... he is a image consltant and hairstylist.... he is 8 years older than mi.... nice to noe a guy like him... mi and lilian will be gg out wif him on fri to buy our chinese new year clothes....

after that we went to imm, waited for the shuttle bus for more than 1/2 hr lo.... then we went to take the shuttle bus to jurong east mrt station instead.... then we walk to imm then went to food court to eat.....

tmr skul reopen le..... 3 weeks pass.... i did nth.... onli went to shopping and every nite went boat quay to drink at least 3 times per week.... this 3 weeks spend too much liao le... need to go work during the 7 week holiday if not sure gt no money liao le......

Peppermint

ytd went to dyd hair with lilian... my hair colour quite dull but u like the colour=]

is violet but if u c us like red lo.... but also not bad.... at least is not other colour...

after dyeing hair, went to 日本村 to eat our dinner.... we had a lot of fun and i took a lot of picture wif my peppermint and lilian too.....

after that, we went to k box at cine, a cute guy serve us.... he ask us whether we wan to join the drinking beer contest at 11.30.... we agreed.... i gt a cashcard and lilian gt a $5 cash voucher and she can use it at her next visit.....

then we went back to our ktv room to sing.... actually i wan2 go to outside to countdown de but lilian dun wan cos she say she sure will kana spray.... out of my surprise, at 12 am, the song 无言的结局 appear in the tv scr1een... i wan damn sian lo... but in the end i found out that there is sth god wan2 to tell mi.... the sentence is 分手时候说分手, 不要说难忘记, 就让那回忆淡淡地随风去

if i were to go into a relationship and sth happen to both of us and we broke up, i will forget and let it be a memories...... think i will not go into a relationship so fast ba.... need to finish my study first..... but i still believe in fate..... there is also a phrase tat says 是你的就是你的, 不是你的就不是你的..... 不能强求.....

while we singing half way, the screen show up song that we din select, then at the top of the screen it show that come again next tyme.... then i ask lilian whether they cut off our songs... so i go ask the cute waiter then he told us cos is public holiday eve, there gt mani ppl so we onli can sing for 3 hours.... but at first they dsay we can sing until they chase us off lo... every ppl saying different words... but nvm.... doesn't matter....

then we decide to go take midnite bus hm.... but i dun wan to go hm so called lynn but she din answer..... at hmv there is no bus for us to take so we wlk to the lucky plaza bus stop..... then lynn called back so i told her mi at orchard... as she is at boat quay so i went down to boat quay to look for her.... she was wif trisha, sheng, vanessa, chu lee and 2 guys that i dun noe whu are them.... but they veri friendly =] chat wif trisha a lot.... and having a lot of fun wif her too.....

then i went to speed to find my brother as lynn they all went hm.... reach hm at ard 8 am in the morning... went to eat roti prata wif my bro.... then went hm to slp....

wake up ard 4 cos my sis ask mi to wake up to eat ice kacang..... then play wif my niece.... she is so cute..... like her so much....

shall stop here... wish everyone happy new year.... forget all the bad thing and remember the good things..... 新的一年，新的开始。。。。。。

today went to the "da ba san" eat.... but i went to fetch my sis while waiting for my sis, i took some pic in the car.... din put on make up cos gt not enuff tyme....

had a lot of fun.... tmr need to prepare to go a lot of places wo.....

will took a lot of pic wif my new hairstyle =]

think will spend wif my best sister, lilian....

dun wan to call other is becos i dun wan other ppl to spoil my day =]

like to spend my last day of 2008 wif my good friend.....

din ask lynn out is bocos i think that she will like too spend his last day of 2008 wif her dear, CL....

all the best to all my friend..... enjoy yr last day of 2008.... as next yr there will be more challenge waiting for us....

today went to skul to do the BLAW videoing....
although i din help out much... but realli happy while doing the BLAW videoing....

out of my surprise, i found out that i din do the quiz for IAC....
but i done it today... hope that teacher din go c the date we attempt the auiz..... cos the quiz is 10% leh....
i dun wan to last the 10% for nth..... =[

wed i gg to dye my hair at lilian hse... after that gg to shopping wif lilian... then go sing k.... then watch movie..... sat wan2 go boat quay be4 skul start.... but lilian can't go hm too late leh....
so need to c lynn liao le.... =]

this is the picture that i and my friend took at boat quay, the next stop.....

had fun but think we reach there too early that's y, we ard 1 + we like veri boring liao le...

so nxt tyme, dun go down to boat quay so early....

we order 1 chivas, $158 shared among 10 ppl....

we gone to eat stingray be4 gg to drink.... tok alot during the meal....

then we even decide to go out tgt on new year eve.....

think will go to k box ba.... wun be gg to boat quay cos a lot of ppl.... then the countdown not accurate de lo.... wif friend in the room is the best....

today wake up at 3+, then eat steamboat (ma prepare as sis is cuming back)

had fun wif my niece, and slack the whole day.....

today gg down to boat quay for christmas countdown....
wif lilian, ivan, felicia, felicia friend and criss..... today will bring camera along, takes lots of pic....

later meeting kate 6pm at grand cathay then meet meet lilian and criss at raffles place ctr station....

dun noe whether the wine will gone up or not leh.... if went up will go to other place ba....
will c how things goes tonite haha.....
=]

but is cfm that i will put on thicker make up than usual and wear nicer clothes cos need to take lots of nice pictures.....

merry christmas to all my friends....

i m back to single again....
i will slim myself down to let u regret for not choosing mi...

today eat a lot due to bad mood... but after today i will eat lesser....
i realli dunnoe wat is love.... so confuse abt wat is true love....

will u treat mi veri good? i realli dunnoe=]
how? should i accept u ? or should i not?

today went out wif piggy...

we went to Tangs to c wheather the card holder that i wan2 buy for my father still gt stock or not....

then went to far east O2 skin, nth there so walk ard far east, then went to tangs again... walk ard...

then reach cine ard 7.30 but our show is 8.50...

so sit at cine there watch the thrilling.... then veri sian lo....

then piggy wan to buy cigratte so went to cheers....

saw darren, sun wen hai and ytd saw li teng.....

saw so mani celebrities....

then piggy smoke outside cine then we went to lvl 5 to buy popcorn....

then went to lvl 6 to watch movie.... sae hadi and a gal, forget her name liao le....

Bolt is damn funny lo...

the three bird is piggy, denson and alex...

heard from piggy brother that piggy is a shy, quiet guy......

i agree la... maybe i and him also not veri closed yt...

so not that much topic to tok abt...

after movie, piggy send to HMV bus stop....

as usual, i miss the bus again.....

then haf to wait for the next wan.....joke wif piggy....

then piggy told mi that my bus come le....

so i say bb to piggy lo.... he suddenly pull mi back and hug mi....

i was shocked lo.... but i feel veri happy and xin fu at that moment....

at least i feel his love to mi.... at least he dare to hug mi at public although he is a shy guy....

piggy, i noe that u are not good in expressing yr love....

but i noe that u love mi in yr bottom of yr heart....

i will make u to express more love to mi.....

love u forever, my one and only piggy.....

today wake up at 11+, saw 3 unread sms...

which is from lilian, piggy n 1 more forget whu le...

piggy sms mi that when i wake up, sms him cos he gt sth to tell mi....

i tot he will tell mi that thing like he not meeting mi on wed, this kind of stuff...

but out of surprise, he told mi that he think veri carefully le...

his answer is that he wan to b wif mi...

i was shocked as i din expect him to tell mi his answer so fast...

cos i onli noe he will let mi noe be4 christmas... but i din noe is so fast...

this is the first time tat i gt bf at the end of the yr...

so i had to spend my christmas and valentine's day wif friend instead of bf....

now i can go out wif my loved ones, so happy....

but during christmas, i will be heading down to boat quay with lilian...

dunnoe whether piggy can go dwn or not... hope he can go down... but christmas is on thur....

scared that he would need to go back to ns on the nxt day, fri.....

i realli noe that i like piggy a lot.... i now realli hope that i can last long wif him n be my last bf...

i also dunnoe y i like him so much.... maybe it is fate ba....

this is e first time that i gt e feeling of spending all my life wif a guy....

piggy is e first guy tat gif mi this kind of feeling....

wan to meet him everyday, can hear his voice, can hug him..... spend all my time with him.....

think he is my Mr Right le..... tmr maybe he will cum down to fetch mi hm but he was not sure...

cos he need to c his timing first..... i realli hope to c him tmr...

i realli can't wait for wed le... i realli miss u a lot, my only and cute Piggy.....

i can say that he is a good guy.... he call mi juz to tell mi that he gg to slp le....

and he still sms mi a good nite sms....

then goes like this...

panda... mi go to slp le... gd nite... sweet dream.... love u ... muack....

this is the first tyme he say love mi wo..... feel so happy and xin fu......

i will realli wun let piggy go and will tresure this realtionship....

12/12

went to BBDC to register my final theory with chiu yee...

then went to taka GUCCI and levis....

then after that i go to meet my piggy at city hall ctr station... he realli veri cute...

then went to go find lynn at the esplanda mall provision store....

then Piggy and his friend, (think is call jason) go to eat..... he cum back to find mi after he finish eating his dinner...

then he told mi that he is not gg to pub wif mi... he gg out with his friend....

i was a bit sad though but nvm.... cos i gg to pub with lilian and her friend....

meet lilian aat raffles place mrt ctr station.....

then went down to clerk quay with lilian as her friend, Nicky was still with his supplier....

Nicky suppose meet us at 11+ de... but he was stacked with his supplier...

in the end reach at 12.45....

be4 nicky reach, lynn call mi whr i m, i told her i was in Qb....

then she say she wan2 cum down, 6 ppl.....

then when she reach, i was singing....

after singing, i went outside then chu lee tell mi they gg to "the next stop"....

then saw faith at outside.... so happy to saw her sia... long din saw her liao le...

then Piggy sms mi, ask mi whr i m, wat tyme go hm.....

i told him i at Qb, ard 2 go hm...

then he sae cum down with 2 of his friend to look for mi...

i was quite surprise that he say wan2 cum down find mi...

but i was veri happy when he say he cuming down =]....

get to noe his friend, denson and alex....

then in the end, i went hm 5+ instead of 2+.....

went to eat be4 gg hm with my brother and his friend....

reach hm at 6+.... then wash away my make-up....

then call piggy, he also juz reach hm....

then after that i and piggy went to slp after put down the phone.....

13/12

wake up at 1+, then go bath....

go to jurong point to gif alex daddy to pass him the psp....

so sad =( my psp is spoil... the screen no feature leh... also dunnoe what had happen?????

after that, meet lynn at orchard at 5 but i was late...

i reach at 5.45 then say lynn and chu lee was quarrel....

then get to noe yumin friend, call swenser boy.... forget his actual name....

we saw ppl queing for free popcorn and candy floss...

so we also queue lo.... i eat popcorn then yumin and lynn eat candy floss

then went to far east to wait for trisha.... i went to toliet with yumin friend then i saw a guy veri handsome.... but i haf my piggy le.... so din go realli c him =]

we sit outside the KFC, then chat at there lo...

call lilian wan2 go boat quay ma... he say dun wan la... she wearing shorts....

then after tat, went to eat mac wif lynn they all... then take bus hm....

in the bus, felicia call then ask mi where i m... i told her i was in the bus gg hm...

she ask mi to get down the bus, she cum fetch mi to her friend bday, gt lots of handsome guys...

then i alight at riverside point bus stop, almost forget to alight lo....

then gt to noe jun jie, john, xiaolong and hazel (the nxt stop waitress)

then saw ah soon outside the next stop....

veri long din c him liao le... he gt the beer belly.... veri big wo..... hahaa

he was drunk lo... then my bro call mi....

then after i ask ah soon friend to bring him hm...

i go the next stop find felicia but the gate was closed.... but felicia is still inside...

i need to go to the back door to go in so i told felicia i go hm first....

actually i go to find my brother.... get to noe a waitress call angel....

saw nicky in speed but i din call him...

cos i and him not veri close.... then i went to eat again be4 gg hm.....

then i was too tired liao le... so take a nap in the car.....

then went hm damn shack lo.... wash away make up, sms piggy that i reach hm, then slp liao le....

14/12

wake up at ard 1+....

sms lilian to c whether she still wan to go bugis.... then she called mi..... then we chat abt 1 hr....

then i and her go prepare, we meet at bugis, 5 pm at bugis ctr station....

i tot i will late so sms lilian tat i will be late for ard 10 min....

in the end, i was earlier than lilian... then we went to doronthy perkin and topshop....

nth much, so we go to bugis village, then buy chicken cutlet to eat....

then walk at level 1, nth much, but gt to noe some shop owner, noe them through lilian...

went to level 2, saw a gal that i brought a big from her 2-3 weeks ago....

she went to ngee ann red camp... then we gt a lot of topic to tok.... then we exchange number...

so we nxt tyme can go out tgt ma... and can let mi noe if she get into ngee ann...

then i can c her in the NP orientation.....

then go to a shop, lilian say that shop gt new arrivals......

then she broght a top and a pants.....

we went to GUESS as i heard from my friend that GUESS gt sales.....

i went in saw a purpla bag... i like it a lot but is too x le.... think is ard $120.... so din buy

then i saw a wallet i like it a lot as it was green color...

lilian saw e golden wan... then i ask lilian to buy as if we buy 2 item, gt additional 10% discount...

actually lilian dun wan to buy de... but i saigo her 2 buy....

e funny thing is tat we take it as our ecxhange gift 4 christmas... =]

then we actually wan 2 eat pastamania but in the end, we are veri full after eating the chicken cutlet... so we choose to go to TCC to drink coffee....

order wedges, oreo mocha freppe (mi), Ice green apple tea(lilian)....

then chit chat till 10+, then we go hm by mrt...

i reach hm ard 12..... then bath.... then online =]

wed meeting piggy to watch bolt..... miss him alot lo....

but think tmr should not be meeting him ba....

but he say will call mi tmr... so juz wait for his call lo....

tmr need to study liao le...

and need to start to do project liao le...

if not, sure can't finish on time de lo....

so sian holiday still need to do project....

wat holiday is it....

is not holiday lo, is for us to do skul thing without gg to skul onli lo....

but this is wat poly does we gt no choice.....

i shall stop here... go to slp le.... tired.....

take care friends.....